Kayleigh's Diary...Do You Remember?

start with an excerpt from a song...that my daddy named me after...Kayleigh by Marillion:

By the way didn't I break your heart?
Please excuse me, I never meant to break your heart
So sorry, I never meant to break your heart
But you broke mine

Kayleigh is it too late to say I'm sorry?
And Kayleigh could we get it together again?
I just can't go on pretending that it came to a natural end
Kayleigh, oh I never thought I'd miss you
And Kayleigh I thought that we'd always be friends
We said our love would last forever
So how did it come to this bitter end?

you should send me the song sometimes....
*hugs ya*

i will try to love *hugs back tight*

mum seen my scratches...
she hasn't shouted at me since...
maybe she realised what she's turned me to...
i hope she has...
i don't want to be like this anymore...
i scratched your initials into my arm and leg the other night...
just to show i love you...
but you can't see so you don't know...
i love you so much...
i miss you already...
i so wish i could be in your arms right now....
you always make me feel so safe...

it's not a way to show you love me by diong that... I KNOW YOU LOVE ME ALREADY!..
don't ruin yourself, don't hurt yourself .... especially not because of me...
I wish I was in yours too.... but I will be one day and then it will be heaven on Earth...
"I want to live I want to love but it's a long hard road out of hell"

I know it's hard... I know... but you'll make it, i'll make it.. we'll both make it...

I hope she realizes it too... it's not to late to give it up... it's not tolate to stop...

So much to see, so much to live for
Questions to answer, places to go
So much to be, so much to care for
Deep down inside I think you know
You are free...come back to me!

Look ahead and see
There are still so many borders we could cross
Just you and me
Making up for all the time that we have lost

i am so sorry angel...i swear to you..i will never do it again...
i love you so much...

I don't want to live in the black cloud rain
I don't want to follow the black cloud rain
I don't want to pray to the black cloud rain
Shelter me from the black cloud rain
you came, saved me from The black cloud rains
Sweet angel in my arms
Then you cried washed away Black cloud rains
All my senses came alive
You touched love so pure
The black cloud rains
Never shadow again..

HAHAHAHAHA I was such a LOSER hahah ahah hahahahahahhahaahahhaahahhaahahhaa
well em.. hmm..my leg is so prettyful now